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[nevaehrose]

they told me to tell my mother what would help me the most. Too bad I can't. It is just too much to ask of her. Please don't tell me how good you were because you ate 200 calories today. Please don't remind me a lady leaves half the food on her plate. Please don't say are you sure you can eat that. Please don't order food from places anymore

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[envinyata]

:( i wish i had some words of wisdom *hug* just...please, please, please, is there anywhere else you can turn for help besides your mother? someone you can stay with? a mentor or something...family friend...anyone you trust who can help you with this IRL, so you don't have to depend on her?

i'm here to talk if you need it beautiful. *hugs*

[nevaehrose]

i can't go to my grandparents my mother would never speak to me again. I don't have anyone else like that I can turn to that can do the things I need her to do. I have a few friends that are my heart I owe my life to one of them. I hate having to be dependant on people and i haven't been since I was ten years old and look where thats landed me. I have no where to go I can't move out there will be no one to take care of my mother she will drink and sleep herself into her grave not because i've left her but because there is no one to stop her from self destructing. thank you for listening to me it means a lot. ***hugs***
xo