-Toxic ( Read more... )

there is a difference between being honest and being distasteful hurtful and mean to a person in a fragile and battered state. intentions might be good.,.,.but choose words wisely.,.,.they are like arrows that wound the soul and ravage the mind, making your head spin for hours and days at a time. Don't pass a judgement unless all the cards are ( Read more... )

due to a wonderfully sweet and considerate soul who commented to a post I made the other night (2/21) with such a lovely and beautiful comment all my entries unless completely trivial get to be locked to friends only. If I know you and you for some reason aren't on my friends list then leave a reply. And if anyone from broken reads this and you ( Read more... )

day one of fast is going good ( Read more... )

why try to be social you fucking bitch? you won't let me be social anyways. why make plans? you won't let me follow through with them anyways. why try to have a life you won't let me anyways. don't yell at me when i stay home and binge and purge all night because if i'm not doing that i am doing NOTHING because you wont let me fucking fly. DO ( Read more... )

lara left yesterday. I miss her. I missed hanging out with her when we wouldn't but i knew she was there and now she is not here. I feel this weird sense of loss. i'm back to how i felt before I met her. she doesn't know it but she means the world to me,.,.,.she is my big sister.,.,.she's the only one whose given a damn and told me she ( Read more... )

heh no shit sherlock. I suppose. I had fun with leigh this weekend. I cried. I was genuinly actually happy. i kept a meal down a dinner at that i havent done that in years. I hooked up with oliver. he is so sweet. i do not want a relationship. I can not be articulate right now i feel very blank I don't know what the deal is. I hate that ( Read more... )

weird. I like that icon i might just use it.

I wish I could feel. I wish i could sit and just cry and let the tears run down my face.

I don't know how to do the whole strike out thing and boldness so *word* is now bold and NOwordNO is now crossed out ;) ah simplicity ( Read more... )

chemical treatment.,.,. as in chemistry. I failed it with fucking flying colors. probably got a C on english yay I don't even want to know what my grades are in those two classes. last test is tomorrow thank god. I'm seeing leeshunglee bear this weekend. I love her so much shes the best but I have so much trouble being at peoples houses. I don ( Read more... )