is your back strong enough to support this heartache ( Read more... )

well today was ok i fucking guess... went to the DMV to get my permit...i passed! haha 1st time too...sara came along of course but she couldn't ever take her test to get hers cuz the DMV is queer...so yeah. i got in a huge fight w/ my dad. it felt good to just go off on him but he went off on me in return. he fucking backed me into the walk and ( Read more... )

oh wow these past few days have been pretty fun =) fucking w/ cars, taking cars for rides, smoking, screwing around ahhh fun fun. =D its been 2 months now that i've had my lip pierced. my parents are kinda catching on so it might come out soon....or not w/e. but i lost my favorite earring....lol either its @ martines house or jerm's car. i'll find ( Read more... )

shit, i need to get laid...haha for real tho...i do
<3Kala

i was was pretty much hyper all day today....so i guess today was a good one =) duuuude fall break is coming up soon =D its gonna be fun just chill w/ friends all wekk plus get my hair colored and cut.... YAY! lol. in 2nd hour a i found this cute lil jade colored bug on my desk... so i picked it up and the chick next to me hates bugs hehe xD...so i ( Read more... )

i just feel kinda empty...knowing that i want him but i can't do or say anything about it, hurts. so i'll just sit here and let things fall where they may. it really sucks when you know what you need...and when you know theres no chance in hell you'll ever get it. so all i can do is try to move on i guess, try to forget how i feel. i wish someone ( Read more... )

i fucking can't stop crying, all i want to do is cry myself to sleep and disappear... i'm just breaking down slowly, i don't know what to do...i'm losing something i hold so dear... i can't seem to do anything right... i try and try and try but i can't get it right... i'm really losing someone again, i care about him so fucking much... yeah i'm ( Read more... )

why can't we all just get along?! and be fucking happy!!!! FUCK!
<3Kala

awww things are starting to look up...=) like i dunno its felt like i've been suck in reverse for about 2 months and now things just seem better for some reason...=) my heart feels lighter and i'm more care free about stuff .i've been writing a lot of poems lately....a few are real good but others i'm not to sure about...damn i've had my lip ( Read more... )

its been like forever since i have written in this so i thought i would...FRIDAY IS GONNA BE FUUUUUN....halloween is gonna be pretty sweet too xD...seriously i can't wait! umm my poems are stilling winning spots in books and i'm winning money for it =) lol i know that was totally random but owell...later
<3Kala