Okay so I've been gone for a while.
But idk I've just been busy I guess.

Time to get back in check. Seriously.
I'm going to try my best to liquid fast tomorrow.
And then start the 4-6-8-10 diet.
Because I need to start losing again.

Well, yeah, I'll try to update more I guess.

Support&Comments are always welcome.

Loveyouall.

Hey guys! Long time without posting, sorry! Anyways, it's Christmas break and I'm miraculously at 143.9! New lowest weight :D I've hardly been trying either. I guess when I'm on break from school it's just easier to not really eat a lot, cause I haven't been telling myself not to, I've just been hardly eating haha :) And, there's a new boy in the ( Read more... )

Just worked my ass off at the gym ( Read more... )

Starting to train myself to become a runner(: So I can go run when the snow's melted at the end of January. Today's Goal: Interval run 2.5-3 miles on the treadmill. Can I do it? Dear god I hope so!

On this thing called "normality."
I can't just eat when I'm hungry and be okay.

I need to achieve thin.
I think I'll try to liquid fast tomorrow.
We'll just have to see how it goes.

I wish for a body I can love.

I'm down to 146.4 today.
It's so close to 145.

I can almost taste it.
I'm not going to mess up today.
I need to see it tomorrow, 145.

So I can keep going down.

I hope to dream of thin and bones.
And tomorrow I'll sit and wait for hunger.

Because pains of hunger are success.
And success is reaching perfection.

Yesterday went better, but whatever.

Today I was 147.2 when I woke up ( Read more... )

So today I started the ABC diet, so my intake was supposed to be 500.
And I think I'm under :) I'm in a really good mood because of it.

Water Bottle (0 calories) in 1-3 period
Can of Diet Pepsi (1) 4th.
1 fruit Mento during Chemistry (10)
Small bag of celery (-calories) and Diet White Tea with Raspberry (0) for lunch.
1 Orange (70) and a poached ( Read more... )

Todays Calorie Needs: 500 or less.
I'll update on how I do later tonight.