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[never_given_up]

ok im dont want anyone to think im wining or anything but i just need help.

but all i want is to be happy. and that seems to be hard for me here lately. i mean with boys, life, friends, it just all sucks. ive liked this guy for like 4 weeks now and well then friends get involved and it just screws everything up. like seriously i thought you were my

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[ox_puckerup_xo]

Brandy-
wow-you are just too sweet! i <3 you more than you know!!
im glad someone can finally see past me and david's arguements and see what we are all about. as for boys-my biggest advice is to stop looking...i know i know-you hear it all the time but im for real. i wasn't looking at david as being my <3 but somehow it ended up that way. i wouldn't have it any other way. i know how it feels to be left out (or feel left out) it's not fun. but im not going to say you know there is the *perfect* guy out there cause there isn't one, all guys need to be trained in some way or fashion. (lol) also-another big thing-don't pretend to be happy when you aren't...i've learned there is a place and time for that and it's not with your friends. you can pretend to be happy with everyone else but with your friends....be yourself. be true. be you. cause whether you are having a bad day or a great day, me and alex will always be by your side. we might get mad and be bitches...but what girls aren't? but no matter what-you know you got us, to fall back

[never_given_up]

wow

[ox_puckerup_xo]

no problem. you're welcome. i love you. and i hope it didn't mean bring tears to your eyes. i understand it is hard to give up, cause you felt like you really did like him--are you sure you liked him and everyone didn't conn you into liking him? i understand you feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders. i know it it hard but you need to brush it off and just live life to the fullest it is you junior year and you need to party and have a great time meet new people and live out high school. you don't want to remember your junior year like that now do you? don't ever hesitate to ask or call us-i know what you mean as relying on yourself...i used to be like that. but i got to the point where it was unhealthy (ask about later) and i learned to ask people for help or just get it off my chest. and it made me feel soo much better in the end. and that is how i deal with most of my difficulties. I know you are there to listen to us, but everyone tell us to shut up and we will listen to you!! YOU ALSO KNOW WHERE I LIVE AND MY

[never_given_up]

thanks. i know where you are coming from. i have a lot more to say but some of it can wait til we get to my house tomorrow after school. i dont want to share that with the world. no, no one told me to like him or anything, and to be honest i was hesitant at first about the whole thing then i was like you know i think i do like him after i got to know him. but i guess im just gonna do what you said to do and see how that goes. but i do need help because i cant do it alone. and yea it does feel like the weight of the world is on me. and its one thing right after another. will it ever end? im gonna go this weekend and try to have fun and try not to think about it and just see what happenes. i guess. i dont know. i love you devinne your the greatest. you make my world go round. lol.

love ya girl.
brandy<3

[ox_puckerup_xo]

YOU ARE TOTALLY WELCOME. yes we will talk tomorrow. i will be by your side to help you thru it. well we are soo taking that road trip im am soo fo real..!!

<3 you!
Devinne

[pittsnogle4life]

you bitch too much suck it up and oh yea alex sucks

[wrestlinstud37]

brandy