Why can't you open up to Jon and let him help you? I thought you were but after reading this it looks like you don't. You have to let your feelings out as well....it is dangerous health wise to hold them in. It took me a LONG time to finally realize that, and believe me, once they come out, it feels good. Well, I am just letting you know that I am here to lean on. I won't even talk, just listen if you want me to. If you don't, I completely understand. You let people talk to you about their problems (even me) when you are going through something yourself. This shows me that you are not a selfish person and a great friend, in which I thank you; but you have to take care of yourself before you help others (I learned that the hard way, well, still learning). Talk to you later. ~Muah!~
Who exactly is it that your talking about. I don't think it's Jon. For the moment you know that you could have him any time you wanted (you already have his love). Is it earnie? I swear to god that if I were alone with that kid for five minutes in a room I would fuck him up straight liberal style, (well I'd probably have Jon help me, and you know he would). I know that your going through the motions of getting over shit but honestly I can't understand certain things that you feel towards him. Maybe it's just because I haven't been there and felt that way yet... As for the "Are you alone?" question. Yes, but only in the way you feel. You know you have people you can rely on, but you have to let yourself do that... You know that I'm here for you. You know that Jon is; I swear that he would do anything to make sure you were okay even at his own exspense, (it's kinda a good thing he really is crazy). Your lucky in a way to be able to rely on him like that. He doesn't seem like the type that any girl can tie down, which is
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Maria Maria Maria.. you know I am here for you.. call me when you need an ear. I will ALWAYS listen. Girl, our angels are with us.. but like you've told me "God does things on his own time, not ours..." when the time is right all will work out. We will be happy, we will love again, and we will conquer this "whatever it is" mess we are in. :gives you a great big hug:
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