Well.. today i did nothing there was no room on Bills boat for me to go fishing i was soo sad but tonight i get to see my uncle tab and his team! i AM SO EXCiTED i GET TO MEET THE NATiONAL BASKETBALL TEAM OF NEW ZEALAND ( TAB'S THE COACH!) so i get to meet them all tonight fun fun well i will write more later.. i am really really sad/confused about ( Read more... )

well today was just FANTABULOUS!!!!!!!! I had to get up at 4 AM for the KingFish Tournament.. and i was going with me step aunt Ellen( who has multiple screws loose) Uncle Rusty, and this English guy and his kid... well we were in the water by 6 AM.. and then we had to wait in line for check out with started at 7 AM.. so we waited there then we ( Read more... )

well today i actually had a lot of fun babysitting these kids really cracked me up.. i dont kno i talked to my Uncle Rusty and it helped I am sooo excited my uncle Tab ( national basketball coach of New Zealand) is coming here tomorrow witht he Tall Blacks ( NZ team) to prepare for the Olympics they are playing Puerto Rico and US team while they ( Read more... )

well... today i have to babysit.. we go to the library 9 30 to 10 15 and then from 10 15 to whenever we go to selva its not that bad its usually just Aspen but now shes bringing a friend and their lil brother so i have 3 kids to watch but its ok... Cassie wanted me to be happy lol.. soo YAY I AM CHIPPER ! ha.. no its not that its just i am soo ( Read more... )

well peter spent the night last night and me reid and peter watched the most outragous South Parks it was HILARIOUS reid and peter crack me up.. i love that kid.. any ways i talked to my beloved mattie mccarthy and when i go up to Blowing Rock again HE MIGHT COME AND VISIT Me.. like hes in Lake Lure right now which is like 2 hrs away!!!!!!!! i ( Read more... )

well.. i officially stop caring about anything anymore.. its useless all i do is sit at my fucking house all day.. all that fucking time at st pauls i wasted thinking i made friends obviously not cus or i am not good enough cus have i heard from any of them over the summer no.. i wish i had never fucking moved here... its all bull shit no one gives ( Read more... )

well.. today.. i went to Ross.. and got two pairs of shoes these really cool pants.. and this cute shirt.. and then we went to the beach ( me and my mom) and then we checked on the HOUSE!!!!!! the wood floor is completely done upstairs. and in the master bedroom.. and everything is going great!!!!!!! peter might come to blowing rock with us and ( Read more... )

i love my cass.. shes always there to kick me in the ass when i am bein stupid haha ( ass my intials haha) i love u thanks for the reality check !!!!!!!!! ~ Ali

i feel so stupid.. honestly.. who would like me anyways.. god i am an idiot...i did so many things wrong..i just wish for once i would learn.. i dont get the guy...i just wish.. what it wasnt so easy for me to give my to him like that.. why couldnt i have just be lik ew.. i just wish for once.. i would have had a sign that thsi was no good.. for ( Read more... )

the worst thing a guy can do..
is make a girl ; fall for him with
n o i n t e n t i o n o f c a t c h i n g h e r

i still have hope my heart is making the right decision.. b/c... even tho i am telling my mind no...my heart is say yes... i am so confused...either way i feel i will lose..i need ur hand to cling to.. like i did not so long ago.. will ( Read more... )