my voice is completely gone. when i try to talk the words barely stumble out. its ok though, practice was awesome so it was worth it. im really liking the way our sound is developing. its poppy but not to poppy. i guess youll just have to determine for yourselves on the 24th at the end. because you know your definatly going on the 24th. hung ( Read more... )

today=blah. practice tonight, take my mind off stuff. i love the people in my band, everyone of them. they make me happy. ive been a retard lately. ive been screwing things up. i havnt asked for Gods will but went on emotions. that always screws you over. i don't know what to do about anything...but im just praying that Gods will is done and ( Read more... )

is existence ultimately meaningful, or is it ultimately absurd? if God is, he represents the ultimate meaning of existence, the sufficient reason why it (the universe) and the final end towards which it (the universe) moves as its destiny. if God is not, existence is an accident, a momentary flicker of light between an infinite darkness and void ( Read more... )

life has me by a string ( Read more... )

i'm so confused...life is really pissing me off.

things are so wierd...i'm lost in my own mind. life is crazy and i've been thinking about so many things and i just don't know what to do. im not the same person i used to be. my priorities are so different now. last year i didn't care about school or anyone at school. this year i'm really striving for good grades and i have so many close ( Read more... )

i am still in awe to how unbelieveable that was. if you ever recieve the chance to see radio head...take it. been a good weekend. saw the school of rock. hilarious. hung out with cool people. didn't see sarah that much so that is sad. im so dead tired and i need to hit the hay. remember the 24th...i'm so stoked. i don't even feel worthy to ( Read more... )

tonight sucks really bad...i have alot of things on my mind. i would really appreciate it if anyone called me to hang out...i really need out of this house...i don't want to be here and especially not alone.

band practice...new song that will eat your face. i like it. starbucks and free frappacinos...i'm so glad my brother worked there. i can't remember last time i paid for a drink. so, due to the fact of having no input on the last post, the official for sure band name is forget me not. tommorow is already friday...that is crazy. i got bitched ( Read more... )

1111111111111111111111111111111111if you have ever got yourself to thinking ( Read more... )