(-)josh quitting the band ( Read more... )

week= rather be hung by an extension chord.

weekend= looks like i'm going to have a particularly fun weekend...karazay.

*highlight*
i got the new outkast cd...fantastic so go buy it because it is worth every cent.

now someone say something to make me feel loved...or laugh.

this weekend has been a total downer accept for friday night. now i have nothing to do and i really want to go see elf. i might just go by myself. it seems like nothing has gone my way lately, well, life is awesome so don't get me wrong, but i've just been in a crappy mood the past few days. we have a show the 21st that everyone should go to. ( Read more... )

this won't be one of those long God posts you never have time to read but i just had a quick thought. i was thinking, everything in my life i've been praying about i have asked God to make me feel one way or another. i think we all pray that prayer. "God if you don't want me in this band make me hate it", or, "God if you don't want me with him/ ( Read more... )

one time my heart started beating fast and i started breathing hard...then i realized how much of nothing i am without you. when God punches you in the face and then picks you up and dusts you off you really do realize how much you need him...today's been a long day.

this week has all in all sucked. i have had tests everyday. it should get easier from here. i've been doing alot of thinking lately, not sure if that's good or bad. there has been alot of change in my life and it was rocky at first, but now i love my life and everything in it. all my friends are great, school is good, my band is going to take ( Read more... )

i guess everyone probably heard josh quit the band...it is really aggravating and confusing but we aren't breaking up. we are hoping to get a new drummer soon and we quite possibly have one. i don't really know how to type what i feel without making it sound a way i don't feel so i guess i won't try. anyway, things are scattered right now but i' ( Read more... )

today was uneventful. teachers were lazy so not to much work. i am supposed to go to grace tonight but i dont know if i am or not. i have to write an english paper and i just don't know... anyway, friday is the show in davie. that should be a blast. sometimes i don't understand myself, i don't get why i think what i think or why i do what i ( Read more... )

i hate the school week. it's cool i guess, i like seeing my friends but i hate work. anyway, got my report card and it was better then i thought. four A's and two B's. i was proud. things are coming along slowly but surely. we are working on a new song right now so hopefully it will be ready after sunday. i don't have alot to write. we got ( Read more... )

today was kind of crappy. school sucks but people there are cool. inflicting hurt to someone you care about is possibly the worst feeling ever. other then that, got a show this friday. it's in davie so all those true fans can make the road. *silence*. ok so there are no fans, but the show will be fun. anyway, i'm off to do homework. bye.