entry 6
private | unhackable
It's none of their business. None of it. I only allowed it to happen because... I was weak. I wanted to feel something in that mess. I shouldn't have given in. At least I know now what would happen if I ever feel that urge again. No good can come of it. I know where my heart lays and trying to move away will not work.
I just wish they will stop thinking they are in love with me. I don't have that to give to anyone. All that is left is my duty.
/private
It's that time of the year? Wow, I completely forgot about Guy Fawkes Day. I know that they really don't celebrate it back home, but I have read about it before, in the old history books. It's pretty interesting that people here know about it and are going to have a bonfire as traditional. Maybe I'll stop by the bonfire tonight once I get my errands done.
Miss Esther? Where are you hiding? I haven't seen you since I came here.