entry 10

[neverblessed]

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I owe you an apology and an explanation, if you are willing to listen to either.

/lock

And this is why this City can be annoying. I need a cup of tea, some sticky buns and about half a bottle of aspirins about now. At least he let me leave without that many words between us.

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[kievduchess]

You owe me a hell of a lot more than that, P-

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[kievduchess]

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[kievduchess]

... Speak, Abel Nightroad.

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[neverblessed]

It will be long and complicated. You've probably guessed a lot of it over the past 24 hours, but I do owe it to you.

I don't like talking about what I was. I like to think a lot of it was just foolish, stubborn pride of an angry young man. I was both. Angry and stubborn and I caused the world a lot of harm. That is my sin, and if it wasn't for Lilith, I would still be that same man.

Maybe we should talk face to face? I don't trust this system at times.

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[kievduchess]

...

I can't see you right now. I can't face that you would lie to me- Not without getting angry- How could you, damn it-

Later tomorrow, maybe. I don't want to know-

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[neverblessed]

And what would you have said or done if I told you who I really was? I've never told anyone about it!

I understand. Take care, you and Ion both.