i needed somewhere to hang my head
without your noose
you gave me something that i didn’t have
but had no use
i was too weak to give in
too strong to lose
my heart is under arrest again
but i break loose
my head is giving me life or death
but i can’t choose
i swear i’ll never give in
i refuse

has someone taken your faith?
its real, ( Read more... )

you are so weak.

um, monotony?
shoo fly, don't bother me!there is a good chance i will have a car by the beginning of July. awesome? definitely ( Read more... )

naiive little maggie.
you've got some growing up to do, my dear.

the closer i get to feelin
the further that i'm feelin from all right

oh wow. i guess you do ____ __ too. i loved the way you felt. i can't think about anything else but your touch, your kiss, your presence. over and over and over in my mind. when can this happen again? oh god oh god oh god. i've never felt like this before. i abso-frickin-lutely love it.

[i'm being unrealistic here. i mean, of course i've never ( Read more... )

oh God, i feel like it's so close and yet so far.

oh God
oh God
oh God

this is terrible.

don't you ____ __ too?

Wow, was I wrong.

apathy - lack of interest or concern, especially regarding matters of general importance or appeal.
THIS is not me. I am not apathetic towards our friendship. I care, don't you ever think that I don't. Ever.

What a shame. Really.

an occasional occurance that i have complete control over is no reason to end a friendship. for it if is, where was our friendship in the first place? i am no less of a person, or less of a good & respectable one at that. it's an experiment. in some eyes it is a mistake. i'm sorry our relationship has to end because of a 'mistake', for who doesn't ( Read more... )

So today really kinda sucked. I did absolutely nothing, except take a shower, until about 5. Then I ate dinner and got ready to go to church. Maundy-Thursday service. You know, re-enacting the Last Supper and all. It was quite beautiful, actually. Besides going to church and hanging out with Nancy, who is practically my sister, I think I would ( Read more... )

close your eyes and who do you see?
tell them you love them, because they probably need it today.

...drowning slowly