I am offically a 
"chaperone"
 for your grad night party 
and i better be seeing 
YOU there.

Straight out.
Im in an angry sex mood.

No cute, cuddly, kissy, oh-I-Love-You bullshit.

I want the angry sex.
The kind where you slam me against the wall.
Where I dig my nails into your skin.
Where you put your hands everywhere.
For hips to grind.
Cusswords whispered into my ear.
Bitemarks and sweat.
The kind where we share cigarette smoke
just so our lips ( Read more... )

i will never be smart enough
awesome enough
funny enough

i will always be miss mediocre me

 
who I am is not you

I do not say these to be cool
and I'm sorry

But at least I am me.
When I say I love you,

I mean it.
It's not an empty 'Love Ya!'

It's not a trivial 'forever.'

Tonight is going to be my forever
Tonight will be my judgment
And tonight is your sweet demise

Your life will end tonight

And mine

My life will begin with one simple flick of the ( Read more... )

wow

2008
last night was fun, good food, good people, stayed up to 5

my feet HUURRRTTT tho
i worked ALL  day!!

it's called  house of leaves

ever heard of it?

it's a beautiful display of how to create a story of intrest

minor grammical errors make you wonder, did he mean to spell that incorrectly?

the first letter in footnotes 27 to 3something actually spell out the authors name

everything has meaning on top of meaning

i lovelovelovelovelovelove it so far
andi' ( Read more... )

I want to go back to shari's and sit with my friend's and the people i've never met.
I want to discuss the latest and greatest in literature.
I just want to be okay. And feel okay. To be consumed with okay.
It's october, it will be.
Everything will be taken back.

I feel like my heart has been ripped out of me and is hanging from my chest by a single vein.
I'm not one to fall in love, I've always been pretty level headed. This boy made me fall in love and now he has made me crazy.
Fucking crazy.
I woke up yesterday still crying. I hated every single thing about the way I looked, especially my hair, he was ( Read more... )

senior year so far sucks.
djks;ghoaiwhgnasdf

what a haphaphaphappy weekend!!
i don't want to go back to school i don't like my classes or the people!
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but for now i am all grins!!!