pop
lock
jam
and
break

... is that even legal?

(all i want to do is fly)

i never want to see stars again
im shaking and i dont know why liquid fell down my face
im freezing and cant breathe
but everytime i think of myself i cant stop thinking about carrie ... i love carrie drummond her heart is so big which is why it went that fast

why the hell do i try so hard
why the hell havent i been able to fly yet
why the hell am i not running after someone else
why the hell do i still think that something might happen
why the hell do i get mad playing pool
why the hell is driving with the windows and sunroof open so amazing

fancy seeing you here

so basically i love going to the butler and taking classes with matt .. having really silent periods where you know everyone is just bringing out all of this creativity and passion.
then its when you come home singing to some motown with the smell of paint on your hands ...

--you always then know that its a good day : )

you might just realize what your missing your missing me

a jump rope is on my kitchen table ?

a pencil sharpener is on the floor next to the dog bowl

there are pieces of paper in the fruit bowl

and

a rock im my down stairs bathroom

.... why? i dont know really
.... point? i noticed it today
.... reason? for the randomness

when you sleep for an hour and wake up when its still dark ... its not the morning and you shouldnt make yourself b-fast or go get ready for school cause its still the night before

... the end

maybe its the fact that i do want to hide in the closet again and find myself moving shoes so that i can sit down and put the long jackets over my face so that no one can find me and i will be the ultimate champ of hide and seek. it was such a simple fun game.

yeah i want to be 7 again

J.L. Matthews

and thats all im saying