"I love you - those three words have my life in them." ~Alexandrea to Nicholas III

[neverlandfairy]

Well, right now I don't really care for the word love. Right now in my opinion is love is stupid. It may just be because I have no one to love or be with, but I still can't stand hearing that word. I want to cry right at this very minute but I can't seem to find the tears for some odd reason. I know I just need to let it all out, but I can't. I

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[punkrocker52889]

Now you know how I felt all the time when I had to hear about Josh this and Josh that all the time. You acted like you got mad at me but now you really do know how bad it hurts. I'll try to keep Josh off of me from now on.

[neverlandfairy]

Ok, you never said anything about that, but you should have. Why didn't you just tell me to shut up? Now I think I should have never said anything to you about my Josh in the first place. Besides, it wasn't like he was here or is ever going to be here. I hate having to see everyone together. I am not mad that you have someone, I am just upset that I don't have anyone. I am happy for you Heather. I am glad you have someone. It just hurts having to see everyone hug, kiss, and be with someone. Like today at lunch Marissa and Paul. It just hurts really bad. You really have no idea. I have had only ONE bf that lived here. That was it.... so yah....

[punkrocker52889]

It's fine...I didn't want to hurt your feelings because of a guy and how much you liked him. If you wanted to talk about him then I let you. It's okay...

[neverlandfairy]

No, it's not ok. Now I feel like I hurt you when I talked about Josh. I am sorry it's just hard for me right now!!