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[neverlosetouch]

i saw ben at dinner tonight.
i talked to mike on aim.
he told me about jake and 150.
i can't believe they broke up.
i miss those kids.

but to say that i miss you.
would be a lie.

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[anonymous]

and?...am i suppossed to feel bad?...you're the one who blew something WAY out of porportion...why did you look up to me? there were plenty of other kids who did the same as me, yet you dont look up to them. What makes me so different? I swaet the same as them, i cry the same tears they would, and bleed the same blood they do. Nothings different. I am still me, and if you cant accept me, then dont say a word.

[neverlosetouch]

what the fuck cory. why do you even still read this. i was just saying that for me. not to make you feel bad. sometime i like to write my feelings for myself.

i looked up to you becuz i loved you. becuz you were like a brother to me. i admired you for other reasons, but that was one that i thought was import to you. so it was important to me. and i'm sorry that i don't want a "brother" that makes bad choices like other people.

and things are different. you're just... you're just not the same anymore. its like you bitch and moan about how other people sell out, especially mike. and how much you hate the scene. but admit it. you're dating a scene queen. she even admits to "loving the scene". she's everything that i thought you hated. but i guess i just don't know you as well as i thought i did.