Comments | nevermissbhaven: Nervous

nevermissbhaven

Nervous

Nov 22, 2005 23:38

So...I am very nervous about sharing this on live journal, because it is not really something that I have shared before in it's entirety. I am afraid of being the "kid with the messed up childhood." But, on the other hand, it feels good to finally get this out and I feel like it helps a bit with the continual healing process. I know that it's a lot ( Read more... )

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starpowr November 23 2005, 04:54:18 UTC

Thank you for posting this, Brittany. I'm still trying to work through what my dad did to my mother. They've been together since they were 19 years old; married for 29 years. And all of a sudden my dad up and left. I just found out he has a girlfriend and I just can't understand how he could do that this quickly. But your story gives me hope. I hope that soon, I too, can work through everything and start to feel better about what's going on.

<3

haha206 November 28 2005, 21:32:44 UTC

you know, my parents are divorced too...my mom twice...and every time i hate her more and more, because she cheated on my dad and then again on my stepdad...and she does it without remorse, she completely changes peoples lives without a second thought.
but im glad you and your parents worked stuff out, it gives me hope!

nevermissbhaven November 29 2005, 16:18:07 UTC

I'm not sure if I put it in this or not, I think I didn't but my Dad cheated on my Mom with the women he's now married too.

haha206 November 29 2005, 20:42:04 UTC

people are so bad to eachother.

thebigcali December 9 2005, 01:10:22 UTC

I thought for a long time that I was a very mature person but I just figured out about 2 months ago that I'm really not. But either way, when it finally dawned on me that I wasn't, I realized almost immediately that generally being at peace with anything had to start from the inside. And from there, that has to be then released from the outside. When I think back to meeting you, I remember that you were more mature than most people I had met. The way you've handled all of this Brittany, is why that happened. So really, you should be very proud of who you are.

my love for my brave britty thebigcali February 8 2006, 06:26:02 UTC

Britty the divorce was the worst time in my life. I just could not visual a divorce between your father and I.we had made so many plans, I did not understand what was going on this was my life unravlling before us.Britty I worried so about you ,you where so hurt.I was devasted I knew we where having a rough time but never in a million years dream divorce.It was like a piece of the puzzle missing and Icould not find the missing piece.Idid find the lost piece It was Mary nothing has ever hurt me so deeply in my life. I really came unraveled,Icould not sleep, eat, think ,read ,move ,I was just sinking deeper into depression belive me bab I tried so hard not to let that happen.I had all was been strong at most everything.but 25 year of being in love and had our life planed,the new home we work on for months every weekend baby I can possible put in to words what was happing to me. I gusse I went a little nuts ooo. Baby the worst think I hated the most was what this doing to you. I tryed to hold my head up It just would not stay up the ( ... )

my love for my brave britty thebigcali February 8 2006, 06:28:34 UTC