So, I'm not feeling real great tonight, a little bit of anxiety or something. Not real sure why, but I almost just feel like I should just go lay down for a while, and try to get over whatever. Just seems like things aren't coming together lately, ever since last Friday when I found out that my car needs major help. I am having to spend money that ( Read more... )

Ok, so obviously I kind of just stopped writing in my livejournal. I just haven't felt like doing it lately, so I didn't. However, I am going to begin updating on a more regular basis; to update for others to be sure but also to keep track of things for myself. I am having such a wonderful time at school this year, mostly due to my AMAZING ( Read more... )

Welcome to the world little Aiden. Born 12:15 A.M, Monday 19th, 2005,7Ibs

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So, yesterday was one of the worst days of my life, we're talking top 5 worst. Yesterday, at about 2:00, I spoke to my stepmom and right away I knew something wasn't right. She told me that my dad had chest pains and they had admitted him to the hosptial for tests, to make sure everything was alright. Well, I was a little bit shaken, but I figured ( Read more... )

Ok...I'm not sure who even still has me listed as a friend since I have pretty much dropped off the face of livejournal. But...if you do, I do have a new layout up...and I pretty much love it. Comments?

Upon the request of my cousin, Angie, I have decided to finally type out an update. I know it’s been FOREVER….but I guess I just got tired of writing in my journal. I admire those that stick with it and write everyday, I just don’t have the time or the will to do so. Anyway…this semester has been pretty good, gone by extremely fast. Nathan and I ( Read more... )

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So...I've really just had a pretty bad week and right now all I want to do is cry. Nathan and I were sitting at express so he could eat before class and his friend Martin called. Martin has been wanting him to go to the bar with him for quite some time, and I just don't like the idea. So anyway out of nowhere Nathan just says that I don't ever have ( Read more... )

So, today I had a really good day. Not because I did something especially fun, or went somewhere amazing. I was with Nathan for a good portion of the day, and for once I think we were both in good moods the whole time. This is unsual...but hey, I'm not complaining. It was a beautiful day outside, just a little bit windy. At around 2 I asked Nathan ( Read more... )

I get so incredibly upset over things that I should probably just take at a grain of salt. I asked Nathan today if it irritated him if he didn't get to see me all day. He said he didn't know. That's it, that's all he said. That just tears at my heart for some reason...like it makes me feel like he couldn't give a damn. I know he cares about me, and ( Read more... )