so i had a complete and total break down today. it wasn't much fun.

life. what else is there to say? thank you for the rainbow <3

i'm so confused with life and it sucks

no one leaves me comments anymore... it makes me sad... -tear-

my dorm room is like a fucking sauna... it's way too fucking hot in here...

life is confusing. i hate school sometimes. i miss hanging out with niki. i've been out of control these past 2 weeks, but no more of that. i know everything will straighten it's self out. it's amazing what a haircut, a new pair of pants and a new shirt can do for your mood. i need a shower. pAnts out.

does anyone even read this?

chilled at home and did a bunch of research today... went to the harbor with my mom and my bro so he could ride his new bike, saw Ice Age 1 finally, then chilled with john and westy... twas another good day... crashing early in anticipation of tomorrow...

"Thor's Day," not such a big deal... I'm completely sober... and supposedly I shouldn't be... oh well... I think I'm destined to always be the DD... I didn't mind driving Scott n Allie home, but that kid Christian lives so far away... so not doing that next time... he used to play paintball with Jackie... I thought that was funny... he's not a bad ( Read more... )

God, how badly have I fucked it all up.

paperwork's done on my car, my throat hurts so bad i can't eat, if i don't eat again, i'll pass out and make my goddamn throat stop hurting.