shoulder panic

[nevers]

can't stop obsessively googling info about rotator cuff tears and surgeries. show in ten days. trying to sit with uncertainty; also trying to convince myself and actually commit to belief that my shoulder will get better in time, on the premise that the body responds to the mind's instructions; also reluctant to spend time on costume construction

Comments

[sitonmykarma]

oh, megan, i'm sorry you're having such joint woes. i hope your shoulder feels better soon, and i hope you don't need shoulder surgery. hugs hugs hugs.

[ainsley]

I'm thinking of you and sending more healing vibes your way.

[xdogladyx]

i hope you won't need surgery either. but on the plus side- building up strength FEELS like it takes forever, but it actually doesn't take that long especially if it's rebuilding something you had before.

at least, that's my measly experience from taking lots of time off and then trying to get back into a meathook. At least even if you have to take the time off you have muscle memory.

and i will be EXCESSIVELY BUMMED if i dont get to see your handbalancing act! but, i totally understand. And i know it will be even better when i see it somewhere else, or you make something more awesome.

[flexagon]

Oh ouch, ouch, ouch -- not being able to lift beyond 90 sounds so painful. And as for not knowing, that too. Sending hugs.

[_swallow]

that sounds so scary and frustrating, I'm sorry. I'm sending you good shoulder thoughts.