Embarrassed over my stupidity

[neverseen4cast]

Lately I have had feelings for one girl inpaticularly. Well not reallly lately but they have been more publicized and in my face recently giving me reason to think and overview them. I know that she is probably going to read this but I don't care any more. I think these feelings being bottled up inside me is the reason for my emo outburst and my

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wowwy

[nearnessofyou]

while i read all that i was contemplating in my head what in the world i should say. i couldn't NOT respond to that considering i'm pretty sure it's about me. i don't even know where to begin... evan and i were talking last night about you (it was good, promise) and i was telling him that everytime we do hang out you really don't act like you like me like that. you don't really talk to me much, and usually you go off by yourself a lot. usually i can tell when someone likes me, and if evan and sam or some other people never told me you really had feelings for me, i probably would never know. i feel really really bad that you feel the way you do. if anything you should NOT feel embarrassed. i think you're an incredibly sweet guy, u know that, and i cherish our friendship more than anything. i reaaaally reallly care about you. i know what you want from me, and unfortuantely i can't give you what you want right now. i wish i could make you the happiest person in the world, i wish that i didn't make you feel this way, but sadly, i can't do

Re: wowwy

[neverseen4cast]

This is not your fault its mine. Obviously im immature and i have a lot of growing up to do! I should have just dropped it but it was so hard cause you were just soo awesome. Im going to do this friend thing because your way to awesome of a person to not have in my life so if this is the only way then its worth it!