You know how this works.

[neveurotic]

Sometimes I wonder if I'm just gong to snap

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[travvvv]

Well put. (still reading).

I agree.

[imdanyl]

Though we've had limited interaction face-to-face, I gathered that you were someone who didn't use anger much/were very patient. I learned the hard way its never good to unload on an outside force - whether they are the catalyst or not. It almost cost me a very important relationship. But then it comes down to a question of how to deal with it. Don't internalize it...talk about it. I guess that's what I can offer. Work it through in your head before you unleash the anger. If that makes any sense. Its the peer counselor in me talking. :-)

♥ D

Re: I agree.

[neveurotic]

i think it's a matter of finding the right balance. i definitely have to process things internally for awhile before i can talk about it. on the other hand if i go too long without talking about it, it gets ugly.

i'm sure there's a precise point in time to bring it up, i just gotta find it.

very true.

[anitarevolution]

We should talk <3

Re: very true.

[neveurotic]

i agree. homo ain't been home lately.

[revgritty]

Devan,

I love your journal and yet, I often find words useless to be used to reply to something as personal as a journal entry. But I still read it as religiously as a-- well nevermind.

woot

[neveurotic]

i should restate that last sentence:

i have this feeling that the people i don't know personally don't read these sorts of entries. maybe i'm wrong though.

i miss you! i'm trying to figure out my schedule now to see when would be good to come down for a weekend. any dates i should shoot for / avoid?

[revgritty]

If you come anytime, it's dope with me. however, the intensive japanese that I'm enrolled in this summer has grasped my attention quite thoroughly. The latter half of August through to mid september is without a doubt FREE! It's when we're planning a camping trip to either the coast or to the sisters for a possible backpacking trip. I think it'd be cool if you could manage that some how. Anytime between now and mid Aug, the weekends are the best times.

How are you feeling post fast? Are you gaining the weight that you had expected? Is there a change in your health?

jya, I'll talk to you soonerisherly

[neveurotic]

i'll aim for the latter half of august then. i'm going to san fran for a few days the weekend of the 20th, but after that'd be fab. let me know if you settle on a date for camping. the later notice i get, the less likely it is i'll be able to make it, but it never hurts to try.

i'm feeling so great post-fast. i mean, i also quit smoking, and i've been biking everywhere since i started eating again. but after my body got over the initial shock of eating whole food again, i feel awesome!

[neveurotic]

I definitely feel better knowing I'm not alone in dealing with these things.

I think also it comes from being such an introvert. It's all find and well to process everything to death in my head, but I guess sometimes you gotta put it out there.