for the love of god.. i am so disgustingly bored ( Read more... )

so i spent the night with my pretty boy.. and im going to be kicking myself in the ass for it later.. functioning on zero sleep and all. but it was worth it.. id be lying if i were to say that this weekend float trip deal he's venturing on isnt going to kick my ass.. because it is. -laff- guarenteed. over fathers day weekend there was a period ( Read more... )

so my pretty boy trusts me enough to let me drive his brand new car with out him in it. -laff ( Read more... )

wow. its been such a beautiful day.. and i dont know why. i woke up way to late.. so i didnt get a lot of shit i needed to done.. and i was thinking the whole day would continue as such.. but, it didnt. -laff- granted i still didnt get a lot of shit done, but my god did it turn into a great day. not that anything profound happened.. my mood is just ( Read more... )

i am like disgustingly happy right now for some reason.
i feel all giddy school girl like.
its awesome.
will update some more in a bit.. have a house full of my kids.. along with some from other people. so im gonna get back to that for a while.
wow.

im so drained. mentally, mostly at this point. ive been functioning on so little sleep for so long now that my body is just like fuck it. and now i cant sleep.. but my brain is gone, so being awake is pointless. ha. spent all weekend doing fucking work shit, and im kind of... rawr like. or something. i dont really know. im blahh on top of it. like ( Read more... )

yeah.. there is a lot of shit i need to update about.. and i will get to that later today.. but for right now.. i just got me some new coldplay and new oasis cd action.. and im so excited.
and i wanted to share said excitment.
that being done.. i have a lot of shit i need to do before i can make a disgustingly long post about life.