ok got some presents...j rock!!! ^__^ ooooo yes that makes me happy so i am listening to Hyde and proper wee-ing ( Read more... )

promises mean everything when your little and the worlds so big, i just dont understand how you can smile with all those tears in your eyes, tell me everything is wonderful now...

i feel unloved....

today work was crappy as usual
dont play my game... inhale inhale inhale....dont play my game... exhale exhale.....
breathe with me!
ahem dunno what happened there, prodigy took me over
just going to spend all night listening to j rock and missing a certain person
you know who you are
i want pretty dolls....

ok well....
hmm....
im listening to a song about shitting yourself....welsh people are so wrong
i feel crappy....
i miss vicky
i miss valery
i want to go to nottingham
my foot hurts
my head hurts
i cut myself
woohoo

well went home today and got to see my valery <3 which was so cool because i have missed her so much, but now i miss her more than ever XD
the rain sucked but it did not matter to much because i was just so happy to see her, was so cool and i really really didnt wanna go home, wanted to go bk to hers and watch moonchild <3 mmmm hyde.....mmmm gackt ( Read more... )

today was awful day at work.....was so hard......just me and jay working and oh my god was sooooooooooo much work to do.....cudnt of done it with 5 people nevermind 2 ( Read more... )

Another day and nothings changed
life still sucks
i want to die now
and painfully
ahem....
moves on....work sucked
got bored depressed ect
but oh well
but i just looked at valerys pic wen i got sad and that made me happy for a while
^__^
anyway see you all in hell.......
im throwing a party down there
ur all invited

hmmmmmm today was odd.....had random talks with ex about gibbons with ribbons or something...didnt make much sense.
erm had day off work again felt crap allday...
life sucks...
i hate it..
its all so boring and.....numbing..mind numbing tedium
whats the point...
be born
be miserable
be dead

cut out the middle stage lifes a lot easier....

hey all, well woke up yesturday...and felt like shite, food poisoning sucks so bad. been vomitting left right and centre....and you know you wanted to know that ( Read more... )