damn.... i feel like writing right now...so much going through my head.... so many things....... but i cant..im to tired...im so worne down...i cant hardlymove...i havent rested in such a long time.... i may sleep for a couple of hours..but i havent truly rested in a about 3 to 4 months.... i never feel fully charged and ready to go anymore..i just ( Read more... )

FIRSTS ( Read more... )

the sight of you ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

..... *deep sigh*.... well..... i dont even know what the fuck to write.... ive got so much i want to get out..but i dont knw what it is..its like so much built up inside...that its like the flow is clogged...nothing can get out...or in for that matter..... i have felt nothing all day.... ive been so cold all day.....i just dont know anything ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

yea..... last night was really..uhh..yea.....retarted....lol ( Read more... )

OK GODDAMNIT!!... WHAT THE FUCK HAPPEND TO MY KICK ASS BACK GROUND.... THIS IS FUCKING GAY.... FUCK U LIVE JOURNAL... FUCK U IN THE EAR!!!!!!

this is funny... it is just a cartoon..but it is so me....


( Read more... )