Comments | new_devilry: I am an onion

new_devilry

I am an onion

Sep 11, 2007 22:07

I hate this.........being in here-hospital,being isolated in this sterile field from those who i love and long to see,but knowing that love is not there anymore hurts so much more.I wake up on my plastic bed at 9.30 expecting to call someone I love,but i cant anymore.....
Where did that mental caress go to...... have i abused it,used it all up.... ( Read more... )

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new_devilry September 11 2007, 16:21:46 UTC

We arent together anymore unfortunately.Thanks 4 thinking of me hun.

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new_devilry September 12 2007, 15:46:10 UTC

So am i.Hugs are appreciated x

stoitica September 12 2007, 06:50:14 UTC

::hug::

new_devilry September 12 2007, 10:26:56 UTC

Hey miss cheers for that. x

scarreddebris September 12 2007, 12:55:09 UTC

Jesus cuz. I'm so sorry to hear. That's so shit. *big hugs and love* I hope you are dealing ok. x

new_devilry September 12 2007, 15:45:38 UTC

Come visit me with your dude if you can x

_ebony_ivory_ September 13 2007, 03:33:17 UTC

dude... you okay??

new_devilry September 13 2007, 11:58:46 UTC

Hey fellow belgian beer goer how cool is it there,Cheers hun im ok,im getting by in here having a tuneup with anti's and plenty of exercise,the staff are pretty friendly and know whats happened.If one more person says "there are planty of fish in the sea" im going to stab them in the eyes LOL:P,It was cool to see u

_ebony_ivory_ September 16 2007, 09:54:53 UTC

you know i was really puzzled about why you were in hosp then i remembered like 2 days later that you have CF or something, is that it?
hope you're doing better today. the correct repsonse to "plenty of fish in the sea" is "yes but they are all mullets and gropers :/ "

new_devilry September 16 2007, 14:54:09 UTC

LOL i love that word groper!!!!!I always imagine this sleazy looking fish in a trenchcoat hanging behind some coral.Yeah cystic fibrosis sucks,but im doing so much better now,my lung function was @ 41% now its 52% so im happy.Eventually i will have to have a lung transplant which sucks"cries for stem cell resarch".But in here ive met patients who are 34 yrs old and havent had one yet which gives me hope as i have the same bugs(pseudomonas) as them. Thanks :)