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The Atlantic was born today and I'll tell you how ( Read more... )

everything seems tp be reminding me of you these days. it's pathetic how watching couples, be it in real life or on tv reminds me of what could have been if on;y i'd have ;et you in or given us a chance. i think of the trips we could have gone on togehter, films at the cinema. the other day i saw a singer on tv and you're the only one who would ( Read more... )

i want you now more than ever; and now it's reached the time where i can't ever have you. so much wasted time and missed opportunites - and for what? because I can't get over this. it swings from one extreme to the other and instead of getting better i now want to go back to the way it was. but getting back into the way of restricting is so hard; i ( Read more... )

when someone special comes into your life don't let them go. sometimes no matter what happens you've got to let them back in, because in the end it's worth more.

Perhaps you know what it feels like, to sit alone and stare out into a packed pub. Watching the groups of friends laughing and drinking, when others turn up they recieve hugs and cries of "it's so good to see you!" the lighting up of faces. Then there's I who sits alone, wishing I could feel something, part of it all, wishing I could maybe just ( Read more... )

Had a bit of a "big" moment the other night, so other way to really explain it. I always pretend that i'm so over you because i know i should be, not that there was anything to even be over but i lusted after you for so long; but even now i know that one kiss from you would bring it all back. The other night when you asked me to come over i was on ( Read more... )

just about got my essays all done thank goodness ( Read more... )

it's less than a month to christmas..i don't know whether to be excited or not. i always used to think anyone who got into the christmas spirit before december 1st was having a laugh; but this year i have to admit that i am feeling rather festive. mmm ok so now i'm just stalling from finishing my history essay; but updates are always good ( Read more... )

i've decided being back at uni is actually alrite, no better than alrite; it's good . nice being back into the swing of it all. on other fronts though things have been sliding. i hate how some things seem to take over my life, and i think i'm in control and its getting better but in truth its getting worse. i hate how its noticeable sometimes but i ( Read more... )