Let me start this out by saying i hope everyone had a merry christmas or happy Hanukkah. And i hope everyone has a wonderful new year!
My christmas was small. Far from ordinary. With my grandmothers recent passing things just weren't the same. The table was quiet. It was hard to see an empty seat next to my mother. I know it was even harder for her ( Read more... )

So I finally got over my 2 or 3 week depression stump. I think I just tried to have a different outlook on life. Alicia has been helping me too, whether she knows it or not. Talking about my future and stuff with her helps me a lot. I can't wait to start christmas shopping. I need money first.

I found out berklee finished the early action decision ( Read more... )

So the seasons are changing, which means only one thing for me. Seasonal depression. Yes, and this year it's worse then ever. All the stresses that I have is just adding onto it. Which probably means I'll pick up smoking again which sucks, but it helps me get through it. The littlest thing will set me off the edge into a big pool of tears and ( Read more... )

So yesterday was a very interesting day! I woke up at 5:20 to go to Boston for me Berklee audition, which went really really well (better then i expected). I don't really feel like talking about that though...I've talked about it enough. After Boston me, Taylia cassie ashley and gia all went out to dinner, and then to gia's house. I got drunk, I'm ( Read more... )

So last week and this weekend was amazing. My birthday was wednesday. That was fun. Didn't do too much, but it was stuff a lot of fun. Friday was spirit day. I'm never really spirited, but the pep rally was a good laugh...And saturday...oh boy saturday.

As you all know (or should know) saturday was the homecoming. I went with kris...well, walked ( Read more... )

So i'm tired...I had guitar lessons today which went extremely well. Eric told me i'm improving a lot, i always love hearing that from him. It's a totally ego boost, which at times like these, i need. Especially when im questioning my ability to get excepted into berklee ( Read more... )

I just got home from the doctors. I had to get my menigitis shot. It wasn't as bad as i would have thought. I hate needles...well needles from the doctors. I dont mind piercings, thats ok. its just injections and stuff ( Read more... )

So just when i thought that my sickness has left...it came back...my throat hurts and my nose is stuffy. figures. but i suppose it could be from not getting ANY sleep last night. I slept all day yesterday so sleeping last night was next to impossible. I love alicia! she's so silly and her and i are old friends that go wayyy back....to kinder- ( Read more... )

Ah, guitar lessons are over. I thought i was looking more forward to them then i actually was. I guess i'm still wicked tired from being sick. It was hard having to read the music while my eyes were trying to close. But, i need to breath eat and sleep guitar. ESPECIALLY if i want to get into berklee ( Read more... )

Ah yes everyone loves burt's bees. If you've never heard of it i suggest you go to your local CVS or health store and pick up some of their products. I love their chapstick. ^_^ Anyways, I'm finally over this MASSIVE cold that has been infecting me for the past 3 or 4 days. Thank God. I have guitar lessons today at 4. Seeing as how i've been dying ( Read more... )