i don't even know what to say about it. it was great to see so many people that i used to love all at once, right there in the fox family basement drinking bud light, but it was such a harsh reminder that this part of my life is over, definitively over. in some ways i wish i could go back to 10th grade and hanging out with the hauppauge kids and walking to new york pizza and eating at baja and going to andrew's beach house and swimming in mike and walter's pools, but now i can really finally feel how i've just grown out of it, grown out of some of these people, and it's strange. it's neither good nor bad, it just is. i resisted and resisted growing apart from those people for so long, and i think i might have just come to terms with it tonight.I keep realizing it and yet keep hanging out with my same hs crew and I keep coming home feeling a little sad and disenchanted. Oh, it also doesn't help when your best male friend who periodically falls in love with every single one of his female friends has decided that I am the next one that
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ahem.
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