ok so today it hit me harder then yesterday i realize that if i dont get starr away from jess and sabrina me and him will never work out he told jess that me and him broke up and he told sabrina this so i dont know wat to believe from him now he told me he wasnt gonna talk to sabrina and wats he doing today talking to sabrina i dont know i love him ( Read more... )

ok so today i was supposed to wait for my man to call me well bill called a few times so i went over there and chilled with him cleaned my car out and shit well my man never called over bills house since i asked my grams to give the number to him so i imed the girl my man is staying with and we started talking and i found out he is fuckin her and ( Read more... )

i am so happy. i have been in the best mood since 2/14/05 thats the day i started going out wit my baby starr and that has changed my life i really like him alot and he has a son who is 15 months old and is the cutest lil boy i seen i like him as much as i like his father i am for real people this time when i say i love starr i mean it i have spent ( Read more... )

okay last night was horrible,i wasnt doing anything and my grams started bitchin at me and i bitched back and she finally pissed meoff to the point i threw a shovel at her. I have never been a violent person til last night i dont know wats wrong so she called my mother who called my dad who called me to bitch at me i have been officaially told i ( Read more... )

ok i have decided i am starting my life over i have new friends some that i had and lost are now in my life and my cousin is up here and i have decided i am going to change for the better its a new year and a year for change i started a new job i am getting another car since i just had an accident with my last one i am going to be more active and ( Read more... )