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so what if you could see the darkest side of me;

Jan 01, 2009 22:14

I AM NOTHING. NOTHING. NOTHING. NOTHING, DAMMIT. I AM A SPECK. I AM NOTHING. I AM NOTHING SPECIAL, I WILL NEVER BE ANYTHING. AND I HATE TIMES LIKE THIS BUT THEY FEEL SO OVERBEARING THAT MY COMMON SENSE IS ALL GONE AND IM SHOUTING THIS OVERPOWERING EMOTION. DO YOU EVER FEEL LIKE THAT? THAT NOTHING WILL EVER BE SOMETHING BECAUSE YOURE NEVER SPECIAL ( Read more... )

not the same, emotions, acceptance

Comments 5

presents June 4 2009, 18:15:44 UTC

It gets better, I swear. I know I'm only a few years older than you, but seriously - jr high has it's ups and downs, but overall life is up from here on out. I know that feeling better than you think, watching your 'friends'/'acquaintances' greeting each other, and you're left to the side. You'll find somewhere you fit in before long.

dead________end June 4 2009, 21:09:12 UTC

agreed with the comment above.
hr high was a shithole.

being in college now, looking back..oh man, why did i even bother stressing over anything in middle school, or highschool.
youll realize, it doesn't matter as much as you think.

you'll make it! don't give up on yourself.
seriously.
:)

mollysgoldenrod June 4 2009, 21:17:48 UTC

wow, well done honey!! you really deserve it.

i know how you feel and i felt it a lot last year. maybe as everyone grows up you will find someone on the same wavelength as you.

this is totally weird but i really love the names you guys have for everything, like freshman!

yourstrulytessa June 4 2009, 23:51:33 UTC

congrats on the scholarship!
and you are something.
i would've given you a hug. people are just idiots sometimes about leaving people out.
♥

mewsicfreak June 7 2009, 21:14:23 UTC

i was the same way back in school. always hanging out in a group of close friends but always feeling smarter than them, and always getting left out in subtle ways.
High school doesnt get much better, or at least it didn't in my hometown.
College was definitely awesome, though, esp if you grow up in a small HighSchool town...like I did...cause college is a clean slate situation...nobody knows you or where you come from or how you are unless you TELL them. That was when I really shined.
So just keep looking forward and aiming for that, and try your damndest to make the best of HS.
ramble ramble. i talk too much :-)