she said what and i told her that i didnt know
Monday, December 02, 2002
12:09 pm
15 days
oh fuck me
I have lots to write.
But mostly I want to read. More on that later. Unless I get stuck on something and babble all day about it.
First lets talk about the freakin snow. No one has said it better than mon oncle mark ~ I'd be perfectly happy if I never saw another snowflake in person.
Yes indeedy. Snow is all fine and dandy when it's behind glass. But then eventually you have to go outside and move all the snow off the sidewalk so you can get to your car so you can unglue your door so you can get the snow scraper so you can move the snow off your car. Meantime you have to listen to the moron down the street talk about how "beautiful" it all is. So you telepathy her "how beautiful is the snow when it’s a pile of black slushy shit with a smashed up car in it?" Then you go back inside and you are fucking cold and wet and you cant see anything because you glasses are full of snowflakes and fog. And you cant walk anywhere because that "beautiful" snow is all over your shoes.
Yah and then I had to drive in that shit.
And then I had to drive with a 4 year old that didn’t belong to me.
At least the radio was decent. "I could die listening to this song, it would be ok"
So anyways after all that crap all I want to do is… hide. But no, I have to deal with this:
"oh her name's Wilma"
yes her name's Wilma. What did you think it was?
"chi-chi"
ok how about current movie:
11-25 - Before the Rain -
11-25 - Monty Python and the Holy Grail -
11-26 - Big Trouble -
11-26 - From Hell -
11-29 - Die Another Day -
11-29 - Mary Reilly -
11-30 - My Boyfriend's Back -
11-30 - Heathers -
11-30 - Heartbreakers -
12-01 - Lord of the Rings -
nevermind I don’t want to type. *reads*
10:04 pm
so I was going to go online
but I had homework to do
so I read for 2 and a half hours.
(can't quite figure that one out myself)
so here I am now too lazy and warm to leave my bed. It's the first I've been warm in several days. All the way warm. I've been (not exactly warm) not cold since about 7:30 but I was still cold on the inside.
I watched an old Friends today. I remember now why I used to watch it. Because it used to be funny. And the people on it used to look… healthy. Everyone looked better with the exception of the drug addict. He looked extra thin and sick compared to all the other people who looked extra good and non-anorexic. Especially Courtney Cox. She used to be human you know. (I know I forgot too.)
Which reminds me. I asked you guys to tell me what the hell is with David "I Can't Sing By Myself" Bowie and none of youse answered me. Well I figured it out for myself. And now that I think about it, it's quite obvious.
He's an alien.
He's not even a very good fake-homo sapien. His face is clearly made out of plastic.
I was just randomly hating Russell Crowe. Just thought I'd share.
*spaces out for a few minutes*
oh yah I was typing. Almost fell asleep. *takes watch off* falling asleep with a notmarty on my hipbones sounds alright but I hate sleeping with my watch on. It likes to creep halfway up to my elbow and attack me in the middle of the night.
I'm really freakin thirsty. I'll have to go get some*gasp* water
I want nothing more than to do nothing. I want to do as much nothing as possible. I want to breathe, I want to sleep, and I want to blink when I'm awake. And perhaps every third day or so I'll eat some cheez-its and shower. If I'm doing something other than breathing, sleeping, or blinking then I'm not very happy.
I already own a bed and the water here is free. And cheez-its don't cost very much. I don’t need a job.
*breathes*
*closes eyes to avoid the need to blink*
I hope I have lots of emails tomorrow morning. I hope you all missed me.
Oh just for future reference: this place that I live has this rule where if your car is in its space when they plow then you get a $25 fine. And before they plow they call you. So if there is fresh snow then I wont be staying online for more than 5 seconds. (in the morning) And I am anticipating a phone call tomorrow so I am thinking about going to school way early and hanging out there all day.
Music?
~She blinded me with science - Thomas dolby
~Timesteps - clockwork orange
~Fat lip - sum 41
~The temple - jesus Christ superstar
~I don’t care if the sun don’t shine - patti page - The Adventures of Priscilla, Queen of the Desert
~Tribute - tenacious d
That's the only tenacious d song I have on notmarty. No wonder I haven’t said "let's kick it" in a while.
When I say kick you kick it with a tasty groove 1 2 3 kick it kick it kick it kyle goddammit
I have 2486 pictures now. Congratulate me.
~Funeral march of a something or other aka the theme to Alfred Hitchcock presents.
~hotel California - eagles - I don’t think this is actually in america's sweetheart but it should be and it is in The Big Lebowski
~"why shouldn’t I work for the NSA?" speech - matt damon - good will hunting
maybe I should go to sleep
~blinded by the light - Manfred mann's earth band - blow
remember when I was a nutcase last august? I lost my 8MB media stick then and I just found it. and it had pictures of blow all over it. I kept most of them since somebody went through all the trouble to take them.
~billie jean - Michael Jackson
I need new clothes. I have killed my clothes. I don’t have any nice jeans. They're all wearing thin.
God I hate driving in snow
~for you - staind
~royally fucked - msi
~weird science - oingo boingo
hi cat
ow my boob. get the fuck off.
~la donna e mobile - several Nicolas cage movies
! adaptation comes out Friday! Yay!
Better not fuckin snow all over me. I don’t want to go all the way to the chesterfield crossing in the goddamn snow
~walk like a man - four seasons - walk like a man
I don’t think im tired. I think im hungry. I don’t want to type paragraphs.
I want to dream
~jays rap - Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
fuckfuckfuckmothermotherfuckmothermotherfuckfuckmotherfuckmotherfucknoisenoisenoise121234noisenoisenoiseshmokinweedshmokinweeddoincokedrinkinbeersdrinkinbeersbeersbeersrollinfattiessmokinbluntswhosmokesthebluntswesmokethebluntsrollinbluntsandsmokin
uhhlemmegetanickelbag
15buckslittlemanputthatshitinmyhandifthatmoneydoesntshowthenyouowemeowemeowemyjungleloveohweohweoh
that was fun
~idiot boyfriend - jimmy fallon
~blinded by the light - Manfred mann's earth band - blow
ah when media player starts repeating itself and it's after midnight then it's time to turn notmarty off and close the eyes.
Night
Blinded by the light, wrapped up like a deuce, another runner in the night
Some silicone sister with a manager mister, told me I got what it takes
She said I'll turn you on son into somethin strong, play the song with the funky break
And go cart Mozart was checkin out the weather charts, see if it was safe outside
(drugs drugs drugs drugs drugs drugs)
night
Tuesday, December 03, 2002
8:13 am
14 days
Shoveling at 6:26 am is never acceptable. *hits mike*
Happy birthday to notmarty. 3 months.
Oh which reminds me! I was thinking last night when I was laying there not typing that there was something missing. There's something I used to do when I listened to music.
And this morning I remembered what it was. I used to play drug wars! I don’t even have it anywheres. I have to go find it somewhere.
I was just laying here thinking that cocaine is pretty funny. But Requiem for a Dream is heroin. Then I was like "yah cocaine and heroin, that was all I used to deal with. Wait what the fuck am I talking about? Oh yah! Drug wars!"
It was a good day when you could afford 50 cocaines and 50 heroins. A better day if you had a coat with more pockets.
Well, I'll post this so none of you can leave me comments. And then I'll clean up and go to school. Yah.
12:09 pm
15 days
oh fuck me
I have lots to write.
But mostly I want to read. More on that later. Unless I get stuck on something and babble all day about it.
First lets talk about the freakin snow. No one has said it better than mon oncle mark ~ I'd be perfectly happy if I never saw another snowflake in person.
Yes indeedy. Snow is all fine and dandy when it's behind glass. But then eventually you have to go outside and move all the snow off the sidewalk so you can get to your car so you can unglue your door so you can get the snow scraper so you can move the snow off your car. Meantime you have to listen to the moron down the street talk about how "beautiful" it all is. So you telepathy her "how beautiful is the snow when it’s a pile of black slushy shit with a smashed up car in it?" Then you go back inside and you are fucking cold and wet and you cant see anything because you glasses are full of snowflakes and fog. And you cant walk anywhere because that "beautiful" snow is all over your shoes.
Yah and then I had to drive in that shit.
And then I had to drive with a 4 year old that didn’t belong to me.
At least the radio was decent. "I could die listening to this song, it would be ok"
So anyways after all that crap all I want to do is… hide. But no, I have to deal with this:
"oh her name's Wilma"
yes her name's Wilma. What did you think it was?
"chi-chi"
ok how about current movie:
11-25 - Before the Rain -
11-25 - Monty Python and the Holy Grail -
11-26 - Big Trouble -
11-26 - From Hell -
11-29 - Die Another Day -
11-29 - Mary Reilly -
11-30 - My Boyfriend's Back -
11-30 - Heathers -
11-30 - Heartbreakers -
12-01 - Lord of the Rings -
nevermind I don’t want to type. *reads*
10:04 pm
so I was going to go online
but I had homework to do
so I read for 2 and a half hours.
(can't quite figure that one out myself)
so here I am now too lazy and warm to leave my bed. It's the first I've been warm in several days. All the way warm. I've been (not exactly warm) not cold since about 7:30 but I was still cold on the inside.
I watched an old Friends today. I remember now why I used to watch it. Because it used to be funny. And the people on it used to look… healthy. Everyone looked better with the exception of the drug addict. He looked extra thin and sick compared to all the other people who looked extra good and non-anorexic. Especially Courtney Cox. She used to be human you know. (I know I forgot too.)
Which reminds me. I asked you guys to tell me what the hell is with David "I Can't Sing By Myself" Bowie and none of youse answered me. Well I figured it out for myself. And now that I think about it, it's quite obvious.
He's an alien.
He's not even a very good fake-homo sapien. His face is clearly made out of plastic.
I was just randomly hating Russell Crowe. Just thought I'd share.
*spaces out for a few minutes*
oh yah I was typing. Almost fell asleep. *takes watch off* falling asleep with a notmarty on my hipbones sounds alright but I hate sleeping with my watch on. It likes to creep halfway up to my elbow and attack me in the middle of the night.
I'm really freakin thirsty. I'll have to go get some*gasp* water
I want nothing more than to do nothing. I want to do as much nothing as possible. I want to breathe, I want to sleep, and I want to blink when I'm awake. And perhaps every third day or so I'll eat some cheez-its and shower. If I'm doing something other than breathing, sleeping, or blinking then I'm not very happy.
I already own a bed and the water here is free. And cheez-its don't cost very much. I don’t need a job.
*breathes*
*closes eyes to avoid the need to blink*
I hope I have lots of emails tomorrow morning. I hope you all missed me.
Oh just for future reference: this place that I live has this rule where if your car is in its space when they plow then you get a $25 fine. And before they plow they call you. So if there is fresh snow then I wont be staying online for more than 5 seconds. (in the morning) And I am anticipating a phone call tomorrow so I am thinking about going to school way early and hanging out there all day.
Music?
~She blinded me with science - Thomas dolby
~Timesteps - clockwork orange
~Fat lip - sum 41
~The temple - jesus Christ superstar
~I don’t care if the sun don’t shine - patti page - The Adventures of Priscilla, Queen of the Desert
~Tribute - tenacious d
That's the only tenacious d song I have on notmarty. No wonder I haven’t said "let's kick it" in a while.
When I say kick you kick it with a tasty groove 1 2 3 kick it kick it kick it kyle goddammit
I have 2486 pictures now. Congratulate me.
~Funeral march of a something or other aka the theme to Alfred Hitchcock presents.
~hotel California - eagles - I don’t think this is actually in america's sweetheart but it should be and it is in The Big Lebowski
~"why shouldn’t I work for the NSA?" speech - matt damon - good will hunting
maybe I should go to sleep
~blinded by the light - Manfred mann's earth band - blow
remember when I was a nutcase last august? I lost my 8MB media stick then and I just found it. and it had pictures of blow all over it. I kept most of them since somebody went through all the trouble to take them.
~billie jean - Michael Jackson
I need new clothes. I have killed my clothes. I don’t have any nice jeans. They're all wearing thin.
God I hate driving in snow
~for you - staind
~royally fucked - msi
~weird science - oingo boingo
hi cat
ow my boob. get the fuck off.
~la donna e mobile - several Nicolas cage movies
! adaptation comes out Friday! Yay!
Better not fuckin snow all over me. I don’t want to go all the way to the chesterfield crossing in the goddamn snow
~walk like a man - four seasons - walk like a man
I don’t think im tired. I think im hungry. I don’t want to type paragraphs.
I want to dream
~jays rap - Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
fuckfuckfuckmothermotherfuckmothermotherfuckfuckmotherfuckmotherfucknoisenoisenoise121234noisenoisenoiseshmokinweedshmokinweeddoincokedrinkinbeersdrinkinbeersbeersbeersrollinfattiessmokinbluntswhosmokesthebluntswesmokethebluntsrollinbluntsandsmokin
uhhlemmegetanickelbag
15buckslittlemanputthatshitinmyhandifthatmoneydoesntshowthenyouowemeowemeowemyjungleloveohweohweoh
that was fun
~idiot boyfriend - jimmy fallon
~blinded by the light - Manfred mann's earth band - blow
ah when media player starts repeating itself and it's after midnight then it's time to turn notmarty off and close the eyes.
Night
Blinded by the light, wrapped up like a deuce, another runner in the night
Some silicone sister with a manager mister, told me I got what it takes
She said I'll turn you on son into somethin strong, play the song with the funky break
And go cart Mozart was checkin out the weather charts, see if it was safe outside
(drugs drugs drugs drugs drugs drugs)
night
Tuesday, December 03, 2002
8:13 am
14 days
Shoveling at 6:26 am is never acceptable. *hits mike*
Happy birthday to notmarty. 3 months.
Oh which reminds me! I was thinking last night when I was laying there not typing that there was something missing. There's something I used to do when I listened to music.
And this morning I remembered what it was. I used to play drug wars! I don’t even have it anywheres. I have to go find it somewhere.
I was just laying here thinking that cocaine is pretty funny. But Requiem for a Dream is heroin. Then I was like "yah cocaine and heroin, that was all I used to deal with. Wait what the fuck am I talking about? Oh yah! Drug wars!"
It was a good day when you could afford 50 cocaines and 50 heroins. A better day if you had a coat with more pockets.
Well, I'll post this so none of you can leave me comments. And then I'll clean up and go to school. Yah.