i feel so insecure ( Read more... )

i woke up thinkin, it'll be a gr8 day, and then five seconds l8er....oh shxt...i'm not talkin to sam. so i contemplate all day whether to call him. and amanda bribed me with rock candy for me to call him. so i did. i love him. i'm lucky that he understands. he never gets upset with me and i'm really grateful about that. cuz if i was him, i would be ( Read more... )

we're not talking right now. i seem to feel like i have screwed up again. even though i have no reason to feel guilty i do. i'm just sick of feeling so stupid and insignificant to him, when he means absolutley everything to me. i don't know. i guess everything is just better left unsaid.

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Well today was like any other day. Go to school...blah blah. But to get it out of black & white terms here ya go ( Read more... )

well hello. today was quite a boring day. & yesterday was okay...well here's how it went....

Wenesday 1st hour-*band-Well we practiced our band music in the auditorium ( Read more... )

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Well hello =) It was a pretty good day ( Read more... )