whattheFUCKever..

[newfoundmichele]

bah...
please get better.
i'm tired of these emotions.
i'm tired of feelin all alone
i'm tired of keeping everything bottled up
i'm tired........

i wish you were one of the girls so i could tell you how i feel..
i wish i could tell you things and not have to worry about feeling bad for them...
i wish you would call..

i wish you would come home so we can stay up all night and talk and i could tell you everything that's happened...

i wish you would come home so we could tell secrets...and i can tell you about things i shouldn't know...

and i wish i could see you...tell you how much i love you and hug you, and let you know how much i miss you...i miss you so much..:( i feel sometimes like i'm the only one who even remembers....

i wish you would shut the fuck up and never talk to me again. you bug the crap outta me.

i wish you would call...

gaaaaaahhhhhhh......i am so bored. but the worst part of everything is i've started thinking about working at dairy queen for the summer...i never do anything anyways so working and making money so i can move out is better than nothing. i don't know..
and i am itchy. :o/
but i was able to wear a bra today, so i suppose that's better. :)

oh and my aim is being gay...so if i don't respond to you it's cause i can't see your window...it keeps on making the little noise..but nothing pops up..so i don't know.. oh well.

boyfriends are gay.
and so is yours so shut the fuck up about it.

i'm getting more and more frustrated each moment...it's like withdrawels and shit. :o/
gay!