jealousy is the worse feeling, worse than losing a relationship that you put so much into. i wish i had better words to show my emotion, the only thing i can do is cry.
i wish i could fast forward two years just to see where we would be, then everything would make so much more sense.

today i went to a puppy store in the mall and it took everything in ( Read more... )

What am I to you ( Read more... )

can't decide if this is the end. i wish something would point me in a direction..i don't really know where i am right now. i feel like im lost in love, somewhere in between a reality and a reminiscent.

everyone has weaknesses, right? i know i do.

although, i've finally come to realize that this particular weakness is incomparable to others.
its makes ( Read more... )

so um i just read my journal and realized that half of it is about boys.

ha, gross.

i'm done with that.

its summer!!

partyy. guitar hero. fooood. forza. driving. friends. shopping! fifaaa. bama&cali 07. kristin. pf changs. fire. soccerusa.
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mmm soo good.

i'm so ready for a three day weekend, i'm sure everyone else is too.

im super glad me and michael have "revived the friendship". i forgot how he makes me sane in moments.

any halloween thoughts guys?? i've been browsing the internet and stuff to find out what i want to be. and okay i WON'T be something skanky. haha, even though it would be fun-maybe ( Read more... )

it's over, it's FINALly donnneeee.

this should be a good thing.

i told kyle that i stil loved jackson. and that my heart is still with him, and if it decides to go somewhere else its not going to unless its 100% left him. and its going to take alot my heart to go anywhere. 
who knows, p-a-t-i-e-n-c-e.
haha.

he's falling in love with her again, and its just a bit depressing.

and i need to stop being so stressed out, i need to be in more of the "whatever" mode. you know, i can deal.

Have you ever really thought about it? You've got this girl, head-over-heals in love with you. She'd do anything for you; she'd die for you. But for some reason, you don't want to see that. You know it's there, you know you feel the same way, but you refuse to let it be. Maybe you're scared. I mean, sure she might cause your heart to shatter into a ( Read more... )

too much drama at once. toooo much, drammmaa, why can't you slow down ( Read more... )