i wrote a big long LJ entry about how much you piss me off, and how I never wanted to speak to you again.

needless  to say, i've changed my mind.  but please, for the sake of us speaking

please stop making stupid fucking assumptions about me.  you're usually wrong.  i'm tired of arguing about it, so i don't.  but please stop, so i don't have any ( Read more... )

i finally have something to post about ( Read more... )

oh wow.

i'm ready for the future.

fuck.

your words float delicately into my heart, and have such beauty to them they bring tears to my eyes.

your actions are much more cruel.

i can't help but feel this way.

but... i am trying to forget.

of course, i had no where else to go.

i still can't my head around how everything turned around in such a short period of time. 
it just keeps getting more confusing.

and it only seems to be getting worse.

i can't seem to get rid of this rain cloud of insecurities.

even if 200 different people told me everything is going to be okay, i don't think i'd believe anyone.

it's the hardest thing to change.

plz donate to the "alia and kelly need money to go to vegoose or they will kill themselves" fund

i am going to kill myself if i can't go.

it's seriously like, the most important show in the world.

http://www.vegoose.com/i

JUST LOOK AT THE LINE UP.

*CRIES*

WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS WEEDS ( Read more... )

and just when you're done climbing up your spider web, to the very tip-top, to the most satisfying insect to devour...

you fall.

and you get stepped on.

:)

i hate doctors.

i didn't hate doctors til i had like 2 of them to go to each weak.

*issues*