even though i have a shitload of work to do, but what else is new?

today, i miss texas ( Read more... )

so what if i like pretty lies?

watched A Very Long Engagement last night with Greg, the ex-boyfriend, and he totally tried to hold my hand. story of my life.

walking on eggshells is no fun; i prefer concrete; and the grass and earth to that.

i will never be satisfied.

because i know if i do i'll screw it up ( Read more... )

things here are so close to perfection that they sometimes scare me and i start to wonder when things will fall apart.

life is amazing.

i do miss you, but it's time to go to class.

so, it's 4 o'clock in the morning and i am sitting in my very own apartment in boston and it is beautiful and we have dark, hard wood floors and high backed wing chairs and a pull-out couch and hand-painted wine glasses that match the dishes that match the oil and vinegar set that match the canisters that even kind of match the kitchen and i don't ( Read more... )

tonight was/is my last night in san antonio before a long awaited return to the northeast. it was splendid. my departure was met with a mass exchange of mix cd's and hugs and i didn't cry like i thought i would, though i could have very easily. evan gave me a folder full of poetry to read on the airplane and edward called me to see how my ( Read more... )

and i should be allowed to do what i want to do, make my own mistakes (if something happens to be a mistake), and learn from them. and you know what, i'm sick and tired of being treated like a baby or an innocent, because i'm not either, so there, take that, older sisters ( Read more... )

until i go back to boston. not that i'm counting or anything ( Read more... )

sometimes you just have an incredibly wonderful day in your life.