ahh tomorrow is august. and that means absolutely nothing to me. maybe that i need to get a job. or even some friends. and i need some air conditioning STAT

whoohoo for summertime blues

Ive decided to swear off dating. ive my soul mate, and not being able to be with him makes me lose hope for anything else in the future. i love being around him and just being great friends, but theres always that something more that is just barely out of my reach. and it usually has to do with some sort of bitch that will always be there ( Read more... )

what i want more than anything in the world:

A veggie fajita burrito
w/ black beans
corn
tomato
lettuce
cheese

i <3 lauren mcgeary

i just got to work, week three of calltech. my car is officially dead and i have to desperately bust my ass to fix jamies old car so i can have a new one ( Read more... )

i moved out of the house today
my parents are taking my house key away in one week
im pretty effing excited to finally be on my own.
except living with four other people...

yay :)

im graduating high school today.

i just finished the sixth harry potter. for the second time. mann fuck snape, man ( Read more... )

graduation is in like 2 weeks. im so scared for the summer. everybody has somebody which puts me in really awkard positions most of the time. i have beautiful friends who just make me feel like dying when they talk about their non existant flaws but tell me im beautiful and expect me to believe it when they wont believe it for themselves?? its ( Read more... )

does writing in my liveJOURNAL count as walkabout journals? because it should.

god damn rain.

im soo sleepy. ive been forced to live a double, maybe even triple, life for the past couple weeks. its tough. i wish i could just be myself, but thats just not good enough for everybody. maybe it means i need to grow up. dang ( Read more... )