listen up

[newsiesgal]

i have problems. lots of them. and no ones been listing to my cries for help and no one wants to listen or cares. so after spending a long long long long long time thinking about things i tried to solve this problem i have with people not wanting to listen or caring. and the best conclusion i came to is that i should start smoking. so what did i do

Comments

[clairebear1201]

i care! and i don't think smoking is going to fix your problems it will probably make them worse, manbye not now, but later

[rubin_is_god]

emily, i care. please. dont do this to yourself

[jamin7009]

emily i care...and i dont like germany any more you need to come home... cause i miss you

[ericsalinger]

emily you are one of the most interesting people i have had the pleasure of meeting. You are incredibly talented, beautiful, smart, funny, and strong willed. I wish i could have gotten to know you better when you were here, that is was my mistake. But listen to me. There are people who care about you, i know i do. When you wiped your journal my heart sunk. I feel like i should say something inspiring and uplifting, but unfortunately nothing i can say can ever make things better for you. So i guess i really only have two things to say. Please dont smoke, not only is it absolutely terrible for you but it is just plain gross and would mare an otherwise wonderful person. Two, i am here for you always, should you need it. I know sometimes it feels like the world cant help and everything is crashing in. But if you ever need someone just to talk to, i will always be here to listen. *HUG*, because you needed that. And you need to know that someone out there cares for you, and cares about you. But in the end everything i say is

[brit78]

Em, darling, I love you. You can make your own decisions but please don't do anything rash. If you need to talk just call me, fuck the long distance charges. Anytime and if I don't pick up leave a message and I will call you back no matter what. Even in class I will go to the bathroom and talk to you. I love you so much and I miss you even more. (248) 798-8330... anytime.

I love you,
Brittany

[superello]

I'm grounded, but I snuck onto the computer to tell you that you are an incredable person and I miss you so much. I want you to know that there are tons and tons of people who care about you here, in Bushland, and we dont want you to do this to yourself. I could never imagine being your position right now. I could never imagine living in a different country with my friends and family thousands of miles away. I think you are amazing and I look up to you and I hate knowing you feel like this. Just on a side note, my aunt started smoking and drinking at 16 and is a total mess. She is is completely detached from the family because no one to deal with her. She doesn't make any sense to us because her brain is so fried from all the alcohol and drugs. this is already super long so i'm going to wrap this up with, i miss you.

<3 ellie!