the real me... doesnt dwell, doesnt  hold grudges

the real me just lets shit go so the REAL ME CAN HAVE A GOOD TIME with what i have left on this stupid world

im tired of being mad, and pissed off at people... im tired of having a strong hatred for life and everything that is created.. i shouldnt be
like this

i shouldnt let the little things in ( Read more... )

lol. what a night.. haha.. what is 24 x 3.. thats how many whip its we consumed.. damn there was one moment there where i was so gone i was in heaven.. i was backing up in a tunnel, and the day was zooming by in my head and i would honestly tell u more but i forgot. sorry for hitting on u steve, hey richard i saw ur weiner and we were the "nakeds" ( Read more... )

yes people doing this relaxes me, if u dont like it, dont click on it, but do feel free to eat my asshole

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oh jeez, the fine ass mexican from work just called me to see if i wanted to hook up tonight and i actually said no because id rather go get drunk with friends.. dammit.. i need my pussy serviced and all but shit i do love that beer... lol.. gotta go.

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i loved getting screamed at for NOTHING. i love getting blamed for the tiniest fucking things that i have no control over, you know.. its sad to say but i really dont give a flying fuck anymore, too much bullshit happens to me, and im really tired of it and i really need to focus on the important shit before i completely lose it.. good luck, what ( Read more... )

u know what.. im fucking pissed, fuck trying to be happy and make sense of things, it just comes right back at u.. tomorrow is a fuckin recipe day and i cant wait to stop and get some meds cuz im feining and u know what people I DONT CARE ANYMORE, everyone can rott for all i fucking care.
goodnite.

hello in there to anyone that reads this . its ashley just wanted to say if you mess with my friend erica we will have a problem, but to those that know us you knew that already....so to day is a rainy ass day so far . it makes me depressed and crap. but i will have no second thought about drinking tonight it is on . so i need to go smoke a smoke ( Read more... )

damn this day has been pretty unproductive.. so far ive done absolutely nothing today, i was supposed to go skating but the weather effin sucks so i think im headed over to kennys soon with ashley to drink and maybe some card games, who  knows, just to get out of the house would be cool... but anyway, for your viewing pleasure.... this is what i do ( Read more... )

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