i'm so tired ( Read more... )

just got home from rehearsal. rothwell and i had a heart to heart after the other two people lefte about how much we both hate high school. He asked me if i wanted to follow him around for a day to see how ridiculous his life really is. I said honestly that i would be interested in doing that. What a trip. Quote: "I sometimes realize after i ( Read more... )

I'm sorry- you have been calling me this week and i have been unable to answer. lost my phone while drunk at teacher's house. I know you are probably gone, and i am sad. Wish i could have seen you. I got a new phone- call me.

love you glad you are back to your boy

I don't know if this whole live journal thing was a good idea. It just makes me think about all of my dearest friends that have to be 2000 miles away. I love you larke, ledah, nick. and everybody else that loves those people i love too because they have good taste ( Read more... )

that is a very evocative test. really made me think

my stepmother (speaking of the devil) called me right after i posted the last entry to say that she was in town and wanted to take me and my brothers out to dinner. wierd. we went to triple dragon- my favorite missoula chinese resto. wierd. an aged uma waited on us. she was wearing silk chinese brocade and "her favorite chinese socks" I want ( Read more... )

I just got a packet in the mail from my father containing applications to the BNSF scholarship (my dad is a workin on the railroad) and the Hoffa-Teamsters scholarship. Partially filled out. The handwriting was that belonging to my psycho-bornagain-republican-christian-casserolemaking-atkinsdieting-selfrighteous-makesmypoorlittlebrother'slifehell ( Read more... )

whee.

just wrote an excellent first posting, complete with all the trappings-insomnia, vague post-drunkeness, teenage angst, but it gave me some error message about having the wrong time or something, oh well. whatev. fuck it. I have lost all of my motivation, so this will have to do. time to try and sleep- school tomorrow. must wake early for shower ( Read more... )