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I finally have some motivation to right about the shower. It was so much fun...all the attention was on me for the day..which Im not sure if I liked or not. Ne ways..thanks jessie, donna, mom and everyone else who helped do ne thing for the shower. It was so nice. I got soooooo much baby stuff. I got so much that it is stacked up on the couch in the computer room and takes up the whole couch. Riley wont need ne clothes till he's about one, I dont think he'll even have time to wear most of this stuff more than once. I really appreciate everything that everyone bought or made. I got some cool stuff that people made. Amber made an albumn and I got like 3 or 4 blankets that people made. Jessie, TJ, his mom, donna, my mom all made blankets.
I have been so stressed and worried lately about the baby, about how I can possibly be responsible for another human beings life, but the shower just helped me to realize that he will grow up around some amazing people. I dont mean just the obvious..me jk. Seriously though he has two grandmas that are just amazingly awesome women and moms, he couldnt ask for better. And then of course his great grandma Parlon, who in my opion is the sweetest lady in the world and a great grandpa who would do anything for anyone. He has his aunts...from both sides of the family that will show sooo much love. Then he has Mark, who recently seems to be getting more and more excited about Riley and I know he will love him and be a great dad. And JAK aunts who are all awesome too. He's just coming into the lives of so many people, who are all so different, but still so awesome......i dunno the shower just made me realize that Im not the only one who will help be responsible for him and what he'll grow up to be..theres about a million people to help.
Another thing that really made me happy at the shower was that my dad talked to Mark. I know they will never be friends, but for my dad to go up and shake Marks hand and talk to him nicely and ask how school and stuff was, I know had to be soooo hard for my dad. I think thats enough about that day..it was just so emotional for me that I had alot to right.
Thanks again everyone... I LOVE YOU GUYS !!!