(54) The first time in weeks.

[newyork_cares]

I haven't cried once since I started these pills. Boredom found me to reading emails. I realized in my old account I still had a "Dean" folder. I promise you he has deleted every email I ever sent him, and his "Robyn folder. I clicked one. It contained one of the only pictures Dean and I ever took. The only picture I have of him. Tears flooded my

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[parasite42]

If it makes you feel any better, I got incredibly depressed reading that. No wait, that won't make you feel any better. Fuck.

Also, he looks like this dumb stoner kid I know (not that I'm implying anything with that statement).

Also, nice Interpol shirt.

Bryan -

[newyork_cares]

What depressed you about it?

Does he?

What do I look like than?

Did you pick up on the BATMAN belt? Batman and Robyn? Yes? No?

gs,
.:NYC

Holy bill of rights, Batman!* *actual quote

[byerswolfe]

i totally picked up on the batman belt!, and the fellow up there beat me to the interpol compliment, but compliments all the same...

oh, and your picture looks fine, especially if that's what you consider a "bad" photo of yourself...

having a merry christmas, i gots some egg nogg in me, and i hope you are having a merry one too!
,will

Re: Bryan -

[parasite42]

What depressed me about it? Try the fact that it made you cry, and showed how hard a time you're having with it.

He does.

You look like... his hot girlfriend who's way out of his league.

And I missed the Batman thing, unfortunately. Stupid Bryan...

[neonheatdisease]

Robyn

Thank you James.

[newyork_cares]

I have no reply to that, in my live journal, but if you want to talk about this when you get back from father - we will. All I have to say is...
Eberybody's Gotta Learn Sometime. And of course, I did. And as you know from "Strangers We've Meet" I am Sofia. I will never be happy because it is my pestimistic, "tourted soul" (as my mother calls me) way of life. But thank you. You are truly the best friend anyone could ever have.

godspeed,
.:Robyn

Re: Thank you James.

[parasite42]

Holy shit, I hope you realize how lucky you are to have friends who care about you like that...