I have much to give. What am I doing wrong. Because no one seems to see it but me. I'm amazing. I really am. Not in a conceeded way but in a realistic, I kill myself trying to be a good, balanced person, way. I'm true to myself and what I believe in. I care about others more than I should. I'm genuine I think, and no one sees this as redeeming. Or ( Read more... )

So I've felt very odd recently. My anxiety has been uncontrollable. I get nervous about everything, and sometimes nothing at all will happen and I tense all up and can't breath. It's even been happening at work and I don't know why. I haven't been able to focus on ANYTHING, and I don't want to do anything. My lack of confidence is also becomming ( Read more... )

Honestly, if this is whats it's gonna be like then no I don't want to be your friend or see you for the rest of my life. Or at least until you change...so basically for the rest of my life. So why can't I just say that to you?...arrrgghhh ( Read more... )

sometimes I wish life wasn't so damned complicated....

"Hi everyone! This is Tanya. I'm not home right now. Instead I am volunteering my summer vacation to be a camp counselor at Royal Family Kids Camp! I will return 6/30/06. Please leave a detailed message after the tone, and I'll get back to you at my earliest convienience. Thanks, have a special day!....*long tone*"

So tonight I went to La Big Mess. AKA the french frog. And this year was very special because, I was drunk. Yes thats right kids I have never attended a La kermesse and REALLY understood why the drink was so fondly thought of. But now,NOW I understand.RIDICULOUS!!!!Greg peeled out in my car and i loved it. It was fabulous. HAHAH I'm dying right now ( Read more... )

So lately felling a lil weird. Now normally I'm one of those people who says they don't dream, (I know that everyone dreams, so technically I just can't remember it when I wake up.) But lately I've been having really bizzare dreams about certain people from my past whom I haven't been in contact with in a while. And when I wake up it takes me a ( Read more... )

So today was good day. I only have one more day to end my eight day stretch at work which will be lovely! I know I should spend my day off cleaning but I've been so stressed I need to do something fun or I'll die, so If it is nice, you will find me at bayview on Wed.!!! Work=Insane. It's funny the closer I get to promotion the more I feel like I'm ( Read more... )

I desperately need a therapy session....it's been over a month and a lot has gone on and I'm getting really overwhelmed emotionally. I'm angry, lonely, frustrated, lonley, nervous, did I mention lonely? AND THIS FUCKING RAIN ISN'T HELPING! meh ( Read more... )

It's moments like these I'd like to point out the following...

I love Jeremy! He's a peach and I adore him! I'd talk to you forever if I could. Rock on Brotha!

I Love to act and can't wait for school. It seriously can't come fast enough!

And...I'm drunk...very, very drunk.

The End.