I've given in again. To the alcohol. The anger. The sexual cravings. The loneliness. I could blame it all on you if I wanted. But I know better. I just miss you. Terribly. I tried to reach you before I went down, before it all broke. But you seemed so distant. Too distant to feel any relief. So I ended the night with a notion of replacement. I don' ( Read more... )

Television children fed. Living dead. Bullet strikes the helmet's head. It's all over for the unknown soldier ( Read more... )

In the last 24 Hours have you ( Read more... )

Slash leaves Saturday morning for San Fran. I'm going to miss that girl. I don't know when or if I'll ever see her again. Based on recent happenings, I don't bet on anything anymore ( Read more... )

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I find myself awake at odd hours of the night with one person on my mind. I sometimes search the hopeless southern california sky for one star, just a single star in hopes that you may also be watching that star ( Read more... )

I dont even know where to begin. Life is bad, really really bad, but also very hopeful-with many new beginnings in sight. I'm in debt-terrible debt, but I'm paying it back slowly but surely. Within the next two months I should be fully caught up. But that creates a problem when you're trying to move out within the next 3 months. And my goal is to ( Read more... )

I fell in love and I needed a road map to find out where you lived-so excited about sleepwalking. Cause I'm sleepwalking. The white trash boys listen to their headphones busting white noise in the convenient store parking lot. I hung around there, wasting my time, hoping you'd stop by. Cause I'm sleepwalking, sleep walking. I'm sleepwalking without ( Read more... )

It's been a long time. I had a birthday. 19 is such a weird age, I think. But oh well, another year closer to 21, so that's ok ( Read more... )

I need a cigarette. Not a single stick all day today ( Read more... )