kill me again with love ( Read more... )

Kill me again with love. Fits too perfectly with my life, my attitude right now. I am nothing, nothing right now. There is a void in my soul that I just recently noticed. And all the drugs, all the sex, and all the rock n roll haven't done shit to fill it up. I'm lost. Without words. No more lies, no more games. I just want to be honest ( Read more... )

I'm ok ( Read more... )

will someone just please end my life for me? right now ( Read more... )

hahaha. So the saga has finally ended. No happy endings here. Thats ok. Its better to know the truth than to fall hopelessly farther into denial. I'll survive. I'll get over it. I want to make a quick turn around from this. Just leave it all behind, but I have a feeling it won't be that simple. I have a feeling you're going to be one of the harder ( Read more... )

I need to get my film developed. So I can sit and imagine a life not lead. Not lead by me anyway, maybe by someone else, somewhere else. But it doesnt exist here ( Read more... )

hospitals and cigarettes. I waited for you. But you never came. They said you fell. In the midst of burritos, sunshine, and vomit you fell. You lied there until the officers and flashing lights came to rescue you. They strapped you in their vehicles and zoomed away. Miss, miss, miss ( Read more... )

last night I didnt get a wink of sleep. I had too much fun with my criminal chemicals and busy brain. I wrote around 10 pages of nonsense, front and back. My dad walked into my room around 4:30am and asked what the hell I was doing? Writing dad, duh. He just rolled his eyes and closed the door. I was going to put some of the random writings on here ( Read more... )

I've got a tongue like a razor. Here I am, and you're a rocket queen. I might be a little young but honey I ain't naive ( Read more... )

fake plastic love ( Read more... )