best friends is a lie ( Read more... )

im really confused cuz MY dad just gave me permission, actually pretty much ENCOURAGED me, to not go to college & just work acting/music.. weird, really weird & unexpected i guess he told me grandma that if i dont do well with the whole music/acting thing in college i could pursue that instead of college hah WTF?!? lol ( Read more... )

I think im ACTUALLY kinda/really sad that im not doing guard next year.
i'm afraid that even if i do put effort into it and start caring im still gona suck.
so yea i confess im sad i kinda/really wana do it next year but i cant, i shouldnt...

:X lol

Technically Yesterday Night & This Morning.. were a blast!! Just got home and i guess im kinda tired ( Read more... )

So i was supposed to be working right now but the lady called me last night & said that she talked to the state people & im too young to work, but i have a guaranteed job @ 16. Grr im pretty bumed about that. But its okay cuz now i can still party on the weekend, have an excuse not to pay for my own things lol, & i wont be missing lizzys graduation ( Read more... )

I'm seriously sick of being depressed & sad ( Read more... )

R.I.P. Andrew Parkinson

We All Love You Tons & Will Miss You!! <3

if i could go back in time 6 years ago, i'd change everything i ever did... except the friendships i've made & the friends that i've kept ( Read more... )

Last Night was like the best night i've had with friends since 7th grade. HaHa ( Read more... )

So i went to "Guitarmageddon, King of the Blues" guitar competition tonight because my teacher judges. It was awesome. I honestly didnt want to go but now i cant wait until next week for the finals!! LoL ( Read more... )