Every time I get back form a trip I do not now how to readjust to the life I left behind. In fact nI am not truly happy unless I am in the process of discovery. I need new surroundings, new people, new sights... new everything. I wish I could be content with normal, but I fear I will never be. I'll post about my trip to the Philippines at some ( Read more... )

It's not desperation we are breeding
It's just a need we're feeding
Before we say goodbye

You're gonna miss me in the evening
You know all you need is
Somebody when you come to die

Two weeks until my biggest trip ever. I'm nervous and excited at the same time it seems. I've been a lot of places, seen a lot of amazing landscapes, but who knows where life will take me after this. A week in Hawaii, three weeks in the Philippines...Adventure here I come. Now just to suffer through finals.

All I want is to be out west.

I haven't had such a hard time focusing on school work in so long.Its bad I have had a mountain of homework to do this weekend. This should be my last truly hard week of school though. Just gotta power through it ( Read more... )

OMG OMG OMG 5 weeks!!! Haha, Hawaii and the Philippines. I would have never dreamed of such a trip. In fact it stills seems like it isn't real. I guess I have worked hard to save up enough money and enjoy my time off. 4 weeks out of this place.. THANK GOD! I literally haven't been anywhere since Colorado. It is going to be kind of scary being alone ( Read more... )

It has always confused me how pain can linger within your heart when life is going so well otherwise. This year has probably been my hardest in a while, but the growth I have accomplished has been real and lasting. Sometimes I feel confused though. Sometimes the path isn't as clear as it use to be. I wonder if I am always going to be such a scared, ( Read more... )

I take it back. Women are awesome.

Relationships are never what they seem to be, and people are always putting up a front it seems. I'm a passionate person. I care, I contribute, and I love with the full extent of my heart. I don't know why that turns off the women who initially find it refreshing. I know i can be a lot to deal with and I know I am far from perfect, but I have come ( Read more... )

Life takes some interesting turns. It can turn upside down on your and make you feel like the world is burning or it can follow a perfect path and make it seem like its all a dream. I have never been so busy with school than I am this semester,but all this hard work is going to end with an awesome vacation. I get to spend a week in Hawaii with my ( Read more... )