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[nextelucidation]

parallel seven: in retrospect it seems like a huge joke. i can never remember a time i wasnt depressed. most of the time i trick myself into being healthy for the time being until the time being passes into memory and i realize how fucked up i was. that is how i survive

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[thedivinemissem]

what makes something nothing? Is it the piece in the bigger picture, or what

[nextelucidation]

love love, its not about all that, i am fairly happy i think. i really love my life now, i really love where i am and how i am and who i am. i was afraid it was going to sound like i didnt. its just a way of describing depression that was interesting. im not sure i subscribe to it, but its interesting.
love love
naomi

[prrrn]

i think it actually is a pretty good way of describing depression - the emptiness, laziness, feeling stuck and not wanting to move but wanting something to change at the same time. depression doesn't mean that the rest of your life isn't going okay, just that there's this sort of numbing black cloud there as well...

just my 2 cents...