sad is an understatement

[nextinline]

there's more than time between us.
nothing matters anymore.
nothing.
this is the hardest thing i have ever been through in my entire life.
i have just successfully wasted the last nine months of my life.
and there's nothing i can do about it.
i dont know what to do.
i know i'm not worth it.
i know it.
all i wanted was for you to love me.
that's all

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well.

[slipperybutter]

i could go on and on about how you know things happen for a reason..blah blah, sure that is somewhat true, but seriously.....guys are douche bags and should all be put down.

except matt...he can make you laugh and bring a smile to your face, even when you don't want to smile. its true.

you are an amazing one kendall, don't let a guy bring you down, you can totally use this to your advantage. it sucks yea, i just stated the obvious, but time and people will pass.

Re: well.

[nextinline]

i know; i'm quite the "things happen for a reason" advocate. i believe in that strongly. i just thought i had something that was different. and for a while, it was. things sure do change quickly.

haha matt is crazy. it is very true that he can make you smile no matter what. there should be more matts in the world.

its hard to not let someone get the best of you when you think they're the best thing in the world. but, alas, i've been down this road befor and i know what i have to do.

i really appreciate everyone's support. i'm finding it everywhere that i didnt expect it. thank you so much shari.

[iamslainfwomp]

*hug*

if you need to escape va for awhile, there's a spare bedroom in c-bus, ohio with your name on it.

we could go drinking.

[nextinline]

hehe if i had more than 25 cents to my name, then i would.
i dont know, the alcohol hasnt been my friend in quite some time now.
but thank you.

[iamslainfwomp]

it's not really that i drink much...just the fact that i can leave my house and drink that's still a novelty to me.

unfortunately i too am far too broke to do so. bah.

MY LIL HOTTIE!

[backinblackboy]

how have you been kendall? is everything okay? i love you

dustin